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You may THINK you know me as forrent but you'd be wrong, as of now I am penguin_ford. Yep.
Sometimes I just don't get girls. This is ridiculous because I am one. Today I watched two gorgeous girls talk over twitter about their respective hatred of their eyebrows.

Now, I like to think that I'm a fairly logical/realistic gal and I'm not saying that either one of them is supermodel material but they both have pretty faces, great bodies and fantastic personalities. I'm not naive enough to be confused but poor body image, there are things I don't like about my body/looks but I can enumerate them (4) and I'm much more likely to be pleased by the things about myself that I do like.

I guess I just wish that people would believe me when I tell them how amazing they are.

Sleep is for the weak.

I was up late reading inception fanfic and then HG Wells so I didn't get much sleep. I tried to feel like not crap when I got up, but all i wanted to do was go back to bed.

This wouldn't really warrant an entire entry but it happens to me a lot. I've had really vivid dreams or outright nightmares almost every night for a long time and I'm worried that it's to the point that my subconscious mind is telling me that sleep will only upset me so I should just put it off.

Or maybe I'm reading too much into this and it's just that I should have enough self control to not read 'just one more chapter.'

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This is a test of the LJ Android app.

If this works you can expect a lot more posts from me.